Been not posting for a bit for bad-feeling reasons and now this
Shit just keeps getting worse and worse 
One antigen test (all I had/can afford) is negative but I’m almost certain its covid cuz my friend I see all the time is sick and someone they live with has a confirmed case :(
I have never felt more doomer in my life, can’t stop thinking about not living
I don’t want to get worse anymore
At least this time I don’t feel so sick
Try to get paxlovid if you can, I didn’t and I had a bad case that stuck with me for months and thought I might have to go to the hospital at points
I eventually recovered but I have some long covid symptoms with increased fatigue and some brain fog
Wishing you the best