• Grogon@lemmy.world
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    3 days ago

    Kind of okay.

    I’m focusing a lot on myself since January and been going to the gym a lot.

    I am noticing though that I am being excluded to things I haven’t been excluded before by some of my friends. We use to go hang around and drink a lot, they still drink a lot in fact but it’s just not my goal anymore.

    I feel like I am slowly losing a ton of friends. And at the age of 33 it’s really hard to find other friends. Not that I want to replace them or they did anything bad to me besides not asking me to go out anymore for obvious reasons that I don’t want to drink anymore… but it’s still kind of a scary process.

    I am really wondering if I should just reduce gym and drink again. But at the same time I love going to the gym now and really am not in the mood for hangovers at 32.