There’s lots of ways I fail to take care of myself. But no matter how lazy I get, I am never even slightly tempted to kick children, rob the elderly, or murder vulnerable individuals. The fact that you see your weight loss the same way you see your needless cruelty and violence simply means you have not allowed yourself to actually process the monstrous things you do, which are exactly the same monstrous things the audience you are speaking to USED to do. WTF did you think we were gonna say?? Did you think you were going to get a pass because it’s just sooooo hard for you??