and then theres me who can’t remember my childhood. was there signs? probably, i just cant find any because i dont remember anything. before started transitioning i was just some hollow husk or shell, some pound of flesh.
which is the best evidence for me being trans, i guess.
But what about that time you put sweets containers under your pjamas to simulate breasts?
Fetish thing YOU’RE ACE Ace people can have fetishesBut what about that time someone asked you whether you’d rather be a boy or a girl and you answered “there’s advantages and disadvantages to both, right?”?
She was a girl and I didn’t want to offend her by implying her gender was less desirable to beWhy do play female characters so often, even when male ones are available?
I play just as many male ones and always chose the male character in avatar creators
Because you want to or because you feel you have to?
Because I’m lazy and just make a character to match my faceWhy are so many of your OCs women and girls?
Because I don’t want to be sexist, even within the sanctuary of my own mindWhy are you so concerned about sexism? You’re a misanthrope
Because I might get cancelled
In your own mind?
1984 style thought crime legislation is coming any day now!Why did you change your name to [redacted] on your DS?
For like a minute! Geez, why are you reading into that one at all
Why do you remember that one at all?Which is a bigger stretch: A cis person experiencing all of these things, or you being trans?
Honestly, past signs are the least important indicator of whether or not someone is trans. Wanting to be another gender right now is the best proof one can find.
If you can point to signs from before you even had language for your experiences, you have a silver bullet against the “indoctornated” argument. What, were executives of the pharmactical industry projecting into my dreams with animal magnatism?
Will I ever stop feeling like I need to “prove” my trans-ness to myself? Like, I know that I am, but it’s that obnoxious intrusive thought “but what if you’re just faking?” that keeps coming back
Have you ever read Mia Violet’s memoir? I found a few things there that really helped. She’s a good writer. it’s called “Am I Trans Enough?”
I read it once before, and I really enjoyed it! Maybe I should read it again
I’m 100% able to reassure and affirm everyone.
Everyone except me. I’m clearly lying and making it all up
Valid for thee, but not for me
This feels personal :P
It’s a common experience really :3
it is but it has been only 4 hours (or so idk; time is broken on this OS) since we had a small discussion.
I post here every 3 days, so I’m only doing my usual duty ;3
Too real 🥲
Urghh ain’t that the truth.
thats meeeeeeeeeee \(>//v//<)/
Hmm, right next to your name it says “valid and very good girl.” I wonder why? (´･ω･`)
thats prolli jus on ur side, prolli som bug— try clearing the cache-
Still says it. Guess it must be true! (⁀ᗢ⁀)
shakes head nonono.,.,. no… no.
noooooonononononoonononononnoonononoonoooonoooooonoononoooooooooooononno! NOnonooonononoonononnonooonooonononooooooononononooonononnononononononononnoonononnono
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nu!!! >;( nu i dun… wan that… yet-…, feels like…,… feels like ur writing a test, and u kno ur like - nit well prepared at all and most ur answers r wrong - but then teach comes around n says “woowwww thats do guuddddd does an air kiss”.,… u kno?.. like - not in the evil way, but…, in a way where the student just… cant agree… u kno?,…
It’s ok, you’ve done well. Most good girls struggle to accept their goodness :)
An early sign, you say? Like back when I was five years old in kindergarten, would that be early enough? Nah, I don’t think so. That probably didn’t mean anything.
