@garam@lemmy.my.id I’m so thankful to hear from you. While I was praying for you I had the sensation that you had died, perhaps at your own hands, when no one reached back. I’m glad to hear a physical death has not occurred (unless for some really weird reason someone else is logging into your Lemmy account and posting after you died ;-). I hope it was not a spiritual or emotional death, at your hands or others, but if it was I’m sure the Holy Spirit can heal you if you let Him, Perhaps He already has.