

You’re still just a baby girl. I’m a little over twice your age and a literal “dad” (as far as everyone else is concerned) and just stopped lying to myself recently. I’m planning to get on E as soon as the medical system allows for it where i live. Do I regret not coming out and starting sooner? Sure, but I also know that even if I’ll never pass (and let’s face it at 188 cm with size 49 shoes it’s a bit of an ask) I’ll still look and feel a fuck of a lot better than I do now. And from what I’ve seen, E can take years off your appearance. So I’ll be getting both hotter and younger. There’s always a silver lining if you’re prepared to look for it.
I’d start already but if I go through the official channels then a lot of the non hormone related stuff is at least partially covered by the government. Also my SO is somewhat freaking out so waiting until she calms down might not be a terrible idea.