It’s great that you have such a person in your life. I also have my partner and she has been so good to me. But when I think about her, I can’t feel anything.
It’s also very strange I can visualise the faces of people I know quite easily. Even if I have not seen them for many years.
But I can’t visualise the face of my partner, at all. It almost seems like anything that has emotion attached to it is not accessible in my memory
Yeah, I’ve seen so many games drawing inspiration (or even very closely copying) slay the spire. Just shows how good it really is.
Wasn’t Slay the spire released in 2019? Great choice though, there is also a multiplayer mod which works suprisingly well
Inscryption is really a good showcase of what makes games fun, and packed with so many things to discover and hidden things.
God hand, what a wonderful choice! Nothing really comes close to the ass-slapping action of that title. And the clunky controls actually make it feel more fun and unique.
The clocks change every minute. I’ve seen some from deepseek and qwen that looked ok. But kimi seems to be the most consistent
Aren’t they just smaller because they have been roasted? I assumed they are the same chickens but the water has been evaporated.
Vidyascape, a faithful recreation of the 2007 runescape experience.
All the quests are implemented and the xp rate is slightly higher than regular osrs.
It feels fun to re-experience this, and removing the pressure of a monthly subscription makes it much more enjoyable. They are running it since 2014 without any hiccups.
What extra safety do you get by using pinned nixpkgs revisions? And how to do it without flakes (if that’s possible?) I’m currently just using the standard configuration. Occasionally had to do a rollback without issues.
Thanks, it does makes sense to me.
I find it difficult to explain to my therapist though. Often I can’t find the words to explain it to them (But maybe the issue is that i’m trying to find words for it) It seems that all of the therapists I’ve been to also focus on analysing and behavior, so maybe that’s why I never felt much improvement.
I often experience moments of vomiting, tension and backpain, especially during periods of mild stress. But all doctors I went to say that i’m perfectly healthy.
I think this is exactly what I experience. Everytime I try to look at a wheel of emotions or something similar to identify my emotions, I stop actually feeling anything.
The heartbeat example is funny, because I was in a situation not many years ago where I was measuring my blood pressure consistency, and started feeling queesy when hearing/feeling my own heartbeat. Then on the third measurement, my heart stopped for a second or two and I fainted.
Are there things a person can do by themselves to become better at differentiating the different emotions they feel? And what kind of therapist would be able to help with this? Often I find that things like CBT can actually detach me more from my emotions, making me try to analyse more instead of trying to feel.
This is a really good way to put it indeed. I definitely feel emotions, perhaps even too intensely. But I can almost never figure out what they are trying to tell me. Very often it’s just Pain/Bad or Pleasant/Good
Dissociation made simple by Jamie Marich might be helpful. Not only about DID specifically, but covers a lot of dissociative work.
I think the Jungian concept of the Puer Aeternus describes this very well.
Awareness is only one part of mindfulness, you already got that, which is great.
The other part is equanimity, being aware of things, but not reacting or judging.
When you practice mindfulness, try to set a time goal of how long you want to do it and stick to it no matter what. If there are suddenly loud noises, or you suddenly feel very hungry, or you suddenly remember something important for work, just stick with the time you set. It’ll get easier over time.
Doing it frequently definitely helps with hyper-vigilance and being overly aware of things.
If you’re still interested to try and meet people, I would suggest still trying to meet up or go to locations with a bunch of people and check yourself.
How do you feel there, what do you notice, what makes you feel tired?
Very often you’ll find yourself overly alert, overly self concious, or simply not used to the experience. These all drain energy.
Try again and notice if it changes. Keep trying.
There are still people out there which aren’t zombified yet. And it’s still worth the effort to try and seek them out.
I feel the same about multiplayer games without gated progression and LAN server hosting. (Or local/splitscreen)
These days I can’t even play a multiplayer game with friends somewhere with shitty internet. And because of progression you have to force yourself to only play together, but never with different people or by yourself because then you will get ahead.
I haven’t had any issues thus far. But I have not used a lot of appimages. Usually I can find everything in nixpkgs, and those that I didn’t all worked with appimages.
I don’t really see a counselor or therapist at the moment. Not easy to find somebody