omg russia 2.0, flashbacks of medical staff does like that, which wanted me put in fcking country psychiatry database

imagine aka progressive paid psychodoctor which

hopefully is one of the soft one

aaaaa i plan just orchi

hopefully my voice is comfy and fem already, also veryyyy lucky to have no body hair at alll!!!

my face is pretty cute too!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaa wanna more accessory stuff

also never compare yourself to others, like whyyyy i didnt start earlier, whyyyy loook thaaat etc etc, also passing term is overused misused as hell

very fun, hope it helps a lot, what you also plan for medical transition or other stuff?

how much on hrt? sooooo coool awawappwapwpoepoporpoapowpoapowapop

also plushies on bed is verryyy veyryy fun!!!

if think i basically using laptop on beeeeeeeed most time last 4 years, but kinda uncomfy a bit need more better setup

also making my bed more comfy

and want do laptop arm above bed, i hate sitting on desk soooooo much is veryyy hard to just stay

do like tablet above laptop keyboard, and custom mech keyboard moving above bed

but unsure where get the arm for cheap, maybe aliexpress but unsure about quality but i found possible working thing

spiky hehehehehhehehehhehehehehe because of psychical(neurology?) stuff not even mental

hehehehehhehehehehhe, kinda untrue for lemmyverse, but very true for tiktok-like slop, and other

there still end exist in feed which based on followings not algos

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa veryyy pain

quite risky aaaaaaaa, since i live in shithole, but idk since i asocialized not very bothers much

huuhh but audhd gives me much more stress than dysphoria, i somewhat disable(?), i basically cant do typical work/education/society/money etc etc, hopefully parents helpful so not bothers much, i am smart but uhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaa awawawaaa but basically cant leave country especially alone and we dont have that much money plus cats(tishka veryyy veryyy veryyy anxious cat he scared of everything he will not survive at all)

wanna be someone pet aaaaaa and live like now

also very terrible that it decreasing my appetite sooo much also scared that it involves muscle tensions buuuuuuuuuuuut is kinda not depended on it since it not antips*chotics(BUUUUUUT also often causes bruxism in ppl i also have tmj pains(sometimes is that awful that goes into whole head, ketoprofen fixes) or hypertensions with whole face/upperbody), tizanidine also helps a lot but somehow it stopped working since yesterday but i taking it only few days 2mg/twice and switched to 2mg/3times need try different doses and timing since is veryy short acting (half life 2.54h)

why they sell it with 107-y prescribtion aaaaaaaaaa its terrible i dont wanna go to another city to my dumb psycho, and giving money to them, maybe maybe maybe try find local neurologist

waaaooow veloren!!! is fun

very fun hrt progress!!

11 months is still smol amount!!!

dont be dysphoric !!!

WANT!!!

wtf where u live when get hrt at 12 basically avoiding male puberty at all

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa awful, how trans friendly area are?(where live)

cost of transition in thirdworld dictatorship

oestrogel 0.6mg/g - $26/month(1 bottle/month)

progesterone 100mg - $7/month

useless diagnosis - $55 once in private clinic(free for luckshits in psych wards, but there almost impossible now but veryyy possible to get schizo spectrum or idk)

orchiectomy - around $3000 inside country plus 200$ maybe travel to city(using fictional diagnosises in surgery documentation)

name change - idk didnt get it but is should bee just small fees for new passport but more pain is other docs

gender change - sorry putler said no

bloodtest - varies but last time for hormones was $46 (E2, T, freeT, LH/FSH, DHT, prolactine, SHBG, albumin) usually cheaoer but my brainworms decided to test useless things such as freeT(overpaid as hell since i tried to calculate with albumin/shbg, total T and it was veeeeryy similar number what i got )

plus more

home internet - $11 500mbit for party approved websites private vps hosting which hopefully not blocked now(hetzner blocked as well digiocean and some others) sooo +4 euro for unlimited internet access with full speed

rent - uwaaaa own flat here, but utilities is veryyy unfun atleast possible go to debt

idk wa more but it gets more expensive, if turn off TV zombiebox(idk i dont have TV)

aaaaaa stop crosspost ppplls

trans_joy is for JOY photos and texts transfem is for discussions and for any photos which discussion etc