I’ve had a ‘passion’ for programming for all my life, but recently I’ve been getting into a very, very emotional state over stuff like tooling and small things like that. The smallest things make me go off these days, and I feel so tired after every discussion. Feeling like I am in the wrong or that I don’t know what I’m talking about. I wish I could just make it all go away or somehow be happy or succeed some day. I never will tho
My first thought was: therapy. Find a good professional (sometimes takes a while) with whom you can try to understand and improve your life.
Sadly haven’t found a good therapist. I have been bouncing between them a lot and each one doesn’t fit :/ I’m loosing hope that I’ll ever get the therapy I need.
May I suggest a video ? Also, Dr.K (his nickname) and his team created a great community that might help you with questions and struggles: healthygamergg, their discord is great. Above all, never quit, its about your hapinnes and you deserve to be happy!