Hmm. Just started on my first bottle of feminems and it all feels kinda weird finally getting into proper HRT riiiiight as I’m about to identity-change (new name, colour, avatar, etc. … wait, that’s just transition isn’t it? Hmmmmm) into my enby form. So now it’s all like… “Congrats, you get to do the womanifying thing!” “Uhhh… crap, I’m kinda not though.” 😅 Imean, I still wanna but there’s some stuff in my mind that it turns out hasn’t quite cleared. “Oh, but what if I’m not really a woman?!” became “Weelll about that…” so it’s all just… y’know. Weird.

So on the one hand I get to feel like a fraud again, and be nervously caught between go/nogo… but on the other paw I get to hatch twice, which is nice! Feels weird even posting this. vibrates awkxiously … But the re-hatching does feel super cool when the euphoria hits 😅