Not that I am sad or anything
(secretly though lowkey kinda sad)
yea. Me and everyone in my life is being hit hard by the economic crash and its hard not to feel sad sometimes.
My date canceled on me at the last minute on Monday due to family drama stuff (that does match up with stuff she told me last week, to her credit) but I’m just really sad and lonely and wonder if I’ll ever actually get to see her, since we’re really vibing over text
I feel selfish and guilty whining about it on the Internet to strangers on the communist weirdo hexagonal bear website, but also I am drinking Kraken with Sprite and smoking the Devil’s Lettuce and I just wanted to give her a big bear hug like I promised I would and that was cringe I shouldn’t have said that but now I’m posting it
Haha aww it’s okay dude, sometimes you gotta let it out. It sucks that you couldn’t see her, but there’s always next time! You’ll be okay, I know it!
I asked her if she liked The Shape of Water and she said it was one of her favorite movies, and then I referenced Galaxy Quest and she was all “are you trying to make me have a big crush on you” and you don’t pass on that shit
Thanks for the support, you always come across to me as an incredibly nice person who spreads love around frequently
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Kinda always
literally me fr fr ong no cap
I gotta go to my local psl because I just moved, but what if im awkward and dumb. I met them once already and they are really cool and do cool stuff unlike me who is LAME.
Sometimes being lame makes you sad even if your new friends are so cool they don’t care you’re lame and like you anyway
I don’t even know you and I like you, you’re named after the play starring the parrot from Aladdin
you’re named after the play starring the parrot from Aladdin
LMAO. “Yours by this hand: and to see how he prizes the foolish woman your wife! she gave it him, and he hath given it his whore”- in the parrots voice. and your right they did wanna keep talking and talking to me. they liked my black panther facts. and we talked about mushrooms a lot.
I mean
Yeah
I had nice dreams about being around tons of people at some kind of giant tropical “a bunch of people crash landed here and now they’re having a party like a liquor commercial” thing and there were people everywhere and it was great and then I woke up and obviously that is not the case. So I’m eating microwave pizza at midnight and seeing what I missed today in the wild world of shitposting. Feesbadman.jpg
That was a deja vu vision. See you at the plane crash part when capitalism falls comrade
Also, hey, thanks for making this post ❤️ my favorite medicine for bad feelings is finding a way to put some kindness out, so thank you for the opportunity you’ve created.
my favorite medicine for bad feelings is finding a way to put some kindness out
My sister in Marx that’s incredibly sweet & u are a real one for this I should make this my go-to as well
You’re welcome. It’s nice to feel appreciated.
Yeah I just have no desire to do anything. Lyme is kicking my ass, but it’s just exacerbating existing depression and anxiety. I don’t really have any ambition, my enthusiasm for even the few things I semi-enjoyed has been sapped, and I really feel alienated from everyone around me. It got so bad I literally had like a derealization episode. I felt like nothing was real and I was going to blink out of existence.
I want to enjoy things and have actual friends but goddammit. It’s all pretty dumb considering people out there have real problems but holy fuck, I’ve backed myself into a mental corner. I feel like I’ve crossed the event horizon in my life and I’ll never escape now.
coworker opened up about some relationship issues they’re having and it felt shitty to hear. “i don’t want to die alone, man”. i’m not gonna go into specifics cuz issa smol community out here but i personally think they can get over it if they trust each other and are open to each other’s positions. but i’ve also been blessed with a chill relationship for so many years i feel guilty even trying to give advice.
tl;im drunk: i just want folks to be happy :(
Same, just want folks to find people they can lean on
Working on that myself
Cat died last week. She was always there for me and now it feels like my home is empty. I’ve had her for most of my life and I dont really know or feel the same about anything.
Hey that’s me
holy shit me too
let’s drink too much together
That works pretty good if you’re sad for a little bit but if you’re sad all the time it kinda stops working
Me deciding to work in climate adaptation: “Sure, things aren’t looking good but at least I can do something that makes a difference.”
Me getting the requisite education: “Okay, the best time to act would have been two decades ago but there are still opportunities to avert the worst of the consequences.”
Me working in climate adaptation: “Holy fuck we have zero idea of the hell we are unleashing upon ourselves.”
Honestly hexbear is the best place I’ve found to commiserate because at least people are willing to acknowledge the existence and scope of the problem, but even here I try to keep the extent of my bleakness under some wraps because I don’t want to be that guy (even though I’d imagine I’m 90% that guy). And I’ve shouldered just a small fraction of the burden climate scientists must be feeling. If you see one, give 'em a hug because they probably need it. We’re in for a rough future and the ones who had the power to prevent it but chose not to are going to die safe and comfortable in their beds and that is a damn shame.
Still feeling like I should’ve just become a musician or a hermit pottery gnome or something.