What the fuck is wrong with me. I can watch something that doesn’t speak to me whether it is good or not, but the moment I start to like like it I just stop it and get afraid of continuing with it. For example my backlog is full of games that I know I will like but I never play because I am afraid of not properly enjoying them or understanding them.
Is this shit behavior ADHD, autism, OCD or a combination of them all? Do you have this issue as well? Sorry for the rambling but I am high and in despair right now, I can’t enjoy anything at all anymore (when I was a teen I didn’t have this issue, it appeared after a particularly hard semester in uni)
I’m AuDHD, and I feel like I’ve developed this. It could just be the place I’m at in my life though too. I’m recently divorced and all of my friends who I normally consume media with are crushingly busy. I have a list of about 500 movies that I would love to see, but I want to watch them with somebody. Same thing with games, because I want to play while someone else is there.