What the fuck is wrong with me. I can watch something that doesn’t speak to me whether it is good or not, but the moment I start to like like it I just stop it and get afraid of continuing with it. For example my backlog is full of games that I know I will like but I never play because I am afraid of not properly enjoying them or understanding them.
Is this shit behavior ADHD, autism, OCD or a combination of them all? Do you have this issue as well? Sorry for the rambling but I am high and in despair right now, I can’t enjoy anything at all anymore (when I was a teen I didn’t have this issue, it appeared after a particularly hard semester in uni)
I can relate to some degree. When I have real-life stuff coming up thats tiresome or challenging, I tend to play simpler games or something that isnt too demanding.
Thats why I’m currently playing Assassin’s Creed Valhalla and leaving Rogue Trader for later (though im pretty sure I will enjoy Rogue Trader more)
Like Valhalla is fast food or popcorn kino but thats exactly what im craving right now (even if there are plenty games that I consider better)
At this point the only video game I play is tetris. And I’m not good at it.