i… iduno water u talkin about., what would i be baiting for?

yea nu i… dont like bein called that… or rather - mayb i do like it… but im not ready for ut yet… it feels too incorrect to me still, like peeps sayin “u got such nice blue hair” but i got red hair - or thats what hair i see at least…,… hold on… oh!!! i got one!!!

🎣

a bass!

anywayanyway- when u said sweetie,…,… i really liked thattttt vuz i imagined u kinda - kinda like leaning in with ur hands on ur knees kinda looking downwards upon me,. yesyes that sounds more fun and specific… while remaining generic enough but in a good way- where its comfy ~ ~ ~

u did it! u found a glorious mew word i like <3 <3

i will use it now on others in hope they feel similar to how i do now >v< (cuz- cuz i feel kinda warm and… entertained, but also willing to give… while also not being too excited… thats good! i wanna have others also feel that ~ ~)

thank u <3

oh yea, also, my name is maria now, i changed it a buncha months ago here in this post officially, but sadly some popular clients continue to show the initial name. i set it to “maria [she/her]” some time ago, but clients like “infinity” still display the raw username… whivh is sad- but oh well—

nunununununununununuuuu >o< nuuu!!! or,… hmm–

iguess… iguess… i cant stop u from saying that,.,…

umm–… thank you…?,… iduno what to say here u kno?..

its kinda like… i dont even really kni what a “good girl” is… like… “Good” is such a generic positive adjective. girl is preddi specific tho. so im a… generic positive girl? i dont think thats the intent… im obv overanalyzing stuff here - i jus find it interesting how those words r used,… any what they might actually refer to

today on matrix i talked to a peep about how mayb i dont like hearing that cuz it feels kinda impersonal - and it would be improved if the allegations were more specific - but mayb that would feel exposing… not sure bout that tho… really duno- aaanywayyyyy—

i am willing to accept charges placed on me for my sins