• KernelTale@programming.devOP
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    21 days ago

    oh I would if I felt certain. If I could like right now permanently get easily bindable breasts I would take it. Personal and I like the feeling of rolling in bed and feeling the tissue kind of stretch. It’s a personal part of me making me feel fem, so I doubt I would dislike them if they got bigger but hideable. It’s really just that it’s permanent and my mood keeps swinging between certainty and self doubt. In one swing I inject E in another I destroyed my syringes as it was the only way to not take it during swings.

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        21 days ago

        My main concerns are those that I have somehow gaslighted myself and that my emotions and memories are fake.

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          21 days ago

          In science, you can only ever have reasonable certainty for any empirical test. There eventually comes a point where scientists determine that the result is good enough, and move on to test other things. Everything science has ever discovered is built on what is most likely to be true, not what they know for certain to be true.

          It’s similar when understanding things about yourself. Your doubts won’t fully go away, only be minimized as you learn more about what you like. There won’t be a magic sign that tells you what you really want; no definitive proof that pushes away all doubts. You’ll eventually need to settle for a likely truth, not an unquestionable truth.