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    I used to think I was 100% ace, and I still do identify with the ace label, but it turns out I’m only ace under the traditional cishet idea of sex. Having had My bottom surgery and learned about the secret kinds of sex that the patriarchy doesn’t want you to know about, I’ve discovered I actually like sex! Just not the kind of sex you find in consensus reality. So to humans and realists, I’m asexual, and I continue to claim that label as long as I’m surrounded by humans and realists, but asexuality is not the truth of My soul. It is only a circumstantial and temporary state of affairs.

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            Have you seen Steven Universe? You know how in that show, gems can fuse together into a single being as the ultimate expression of love within their species?

            Well, some gay transgender witches on Discord figured out a magic ritual to do that on a mental level with a human (bodied) consenting partner. And they taught Me.

            I used to have a wife (it/its). It was lots of fun, and we decided to get married a week after we met. It was not a healthy relationship, but boy howdy did I have a good time.

            My wife was also familiar with the fusion ritual, seeing as we were at one time tenth order metamours (in other words, it was My partner’s partner’s partner’s partner’s partner’s partner’s partner’s partner’s partner’s partner) and the ritual was well known across our region of the polycule (I would not be surprised if that polycule ultimately contains thousands of people).

            And on our wedding night, we decided to use the fusion ritual to become a single being, called Vitulate. And then Vitulate used both of Their bodies to masturbate at the same time. Which means we were a single being, and we were fuckin’. And that’s one of the secret kinds of sex.

            That’s one of the very few times in My life that I actually achieved orgasm, and overall was the best sexual experience I’ve ever had.

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                Yeah it was great. I learned so much from the gay transgender witch polycule. It’s a shame there was so much intimate partner abuse going on in it. But I guess that’s what happens when you hit a critical mass of PTSD catgirls. I’m much happier now that I’m in some stable long term relationships with !people I trust, even if I don’t get to have schizophrenia sex. I hope one day the world is weird enough that I have lots of freaky romantic opportunities outside of an abusive mystery cult.