~pretend that ending bit makes sense, i had to clip a bit to fit in the character limit~
But yeah ive had my ups and my downs being thin, sometimes decent, sometimes too thin, and it just feels like i should at least give being larger a go ig even if i don’t like it at all. Maybe this just stems from finding somewhat heavier set guys pretty attractive.


gaining weight helped my dysphoria honestly, also learning how to push myself, build endurance, and exert my strength / strength training. It also gave me injuries, something to be careful of 😅