~pretend that ending bit makes sense, i had to clip a bit to fit in the character limit~
But yeah ive had my ups and my downs being thin, sometimes decent, sometimes too thin, and it just feels like i should at least give being larger a go ig even if i don’t like it at all. Maybe this just stems from finding somewhat heavier set guys pretty attractive.
I’ve spent most my life bouncing around the levels that are just about classed as underweight with like bmi 18, in the last year or so I’ve got up to like 19 to 19.5. Last time i got on a scale i was 55kg and roughly 5’7"