people are saying such shitty things about me. ill probably delete this, but can some of my comrades just give me a pep talk if your up to in. I know logically I love this place and this is a bad day, but I cant stop crying, i do so much work going out, doing mutual aid, supporting union drives, working with the dsa and psl ect and it doesn’t fucking matter because as soon as I vent about the class of people who are giving me a hard time IM somehow stopping racial solidarity from happening. it hurts so bad and makes everything feel so pointless. i feel so disposable. im not gonna debate anyone i just want to chat with nice comrades who care. im actually crying hard over internet shit maybe its my sign to leave.

edit: THANK YOU for the out pouring of love comrade, here, in my dms, and on cytube. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. I will be staying. I will be taking a break after this sundays fanon post (its the last one and BEST chapter hope i can see you there) but I shall return even more powerful than before. you guys are amazing thank you again to everyone committed to making this a safe space for BIPOC people to express themselves.

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    idk what went down

    I said i hate white people after reading some of the most heinous modern day nazi shit imaginable. and now people are saying things like (im paraphrasing so i dont have to unblock people)

    “this person is probably white” they said that after someone told them I was not white. “othello is whats stopping racial solidarity” “Othello believes the same things that nazis believe” “why do you want to hurt white people othello” shit like that. like im actually being compared to the people who want me dead. why? because I check notes RECOGNIZE RACE AS A REAL THING THAT EFFECTS MY LIFE

    i think youre right im gonna try to step back, maybe just hang out in cytube till i feel better.

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      Any white who can’t handle the meager amount of criticism that is provided by you and this forum will fall in line with the fascists the moment they get pushback from libs. Just anti-communists in the making. Fuck them.

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        Yep, extremely thin skin that will inevitably get scratched. There was a mini struggle session near me because a chinese restaurant said that white people were ordering wrong, as in this is an entree that’s not an entree. Just incredible stuff lol.

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      white fragility should be ban-on-sight. this fucking hurts to read.

      I’m so sorry you had this thrown at you othello, we don’t interact much but you’re probably the nicest hexbear I know of

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      Other “races” don’t need to have racial solidarity with us Cum Skins, its the other fucking way around. We gotta realize, even if we aren’t directly responsible with out own fucking hands, its not their job to support “white” people. Its the white’s duty to support them in their causes and liberation.

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      white people who have only ever talked to other white people when they hear somebody talking be like: sounds white to me lmayo

      take care of yourself meow-bounce mayb do something to feel a bit special and nice today <33