narr1 [they/them]

I have a trauma-based personality disorder, which sometimes manifests itself in episodes of often uncontrollable bouts of verbal violence. I prefer to direct this to people on the internet (as opposed to actual people), as I don’t wish to be violent towards people I actually care about.

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  • I don’t really even bother nowadays, especially not in Yle news. Occasionally I might try, but usually they just don’t publish my comments even if I’m not flaming or verbally assaulting Rydman or anything.

    If I’m reading the writing on the walls correctly and we (as Euros) will be diving head first into fascism soon then these are the days when local communists like me should start organizing and arming an actual vanguard party (I don’t trust the local communist party with its European Left -association, nor do I know if the other one “Kommunistinen Työväenpuolue” has a nationwide reach), but I’m already a burnt-out, nearly disabled, broken husk of a person. I lack the strength.


  • Ooof, I also occasionally make the mistake of reading the Yle comments and usually it ruins the rest of my day with similar reactions, ie. I either wanna get drunk or kill myself or both. Very Finnish of me now that I think about it.

    A while back I left a comment on some article that they allowed commenting on. The comment was anti-government, anti-capitalist and possibly anti-NATO as well, so obviously it got flagged automatically. The bot claimed in an email the regular stuff how it was either hurtful or something that was already stated in said comments, but when I requested a contact with a human administrator they told me the actual reason was “Negative effects on civic discourse and voting”, and then offered no additional elaboration when I raised some hell on this. Shortly after they turned off this option, and instead nowadays you’d have to make a complaint to the Helsinki district court or whatever for individual comment moderation practices which is just chef’s kiss.

    Fully propagandized population of apathetic, miserable, xenophobic drunks. Please mr. Putin, nuke us all. You’d help humanity. (/s for clarity, unless i’m not joking)


  • This is so absolutely spot on. Also

    It would be silly to call me a Nazi though, because I am not a member of the German socialist party from 1930 to 1945, although they were certainly preferable to the evil, savage communists.

    I fucking hate it here. I’m embarrassed to call this fucking place my home and these fucking people my fellows. I know I should work organizing and agitating and propagating, but I have absolutely zero hope on anyone here. It seems to me that even those who see the problems with capitalism will instinctively denounce communism and default to some stupid fucking idealist/anarchist stance that will never lead to anything changing. I’d rather just move to China with my partner, but we don’t have money like that, and neither of us speak mandarin, and neither of us have any reason for anyone in China to employ us so I guess we’ll just wait for the state to turn even more fascist and then try seeking asylum once the repressions really start ramping up or something.