• queermunist she/her
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    2 months ago

    I was a 5 before my head injury, now I think I’m a 3 if I close my eye and really focus on it.

    But also? I’ve liked adult literature the entire time. “Visualization” is overrated.

      • queermunist she/her
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        112 months ago

        I couldn’t visualize even slightly before! Total aphantasia.

        Now if I focus really hard I can briefly see images and memories. It still doesn’t come naturally but the difference is staggering.

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      22 months ago

      Wow, care to tell more about what that was like? I’m aphantasic, and the idea of suddenly unlocking the ability to visualize is fascinating to me.

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        12 months ago

        It’s like, sometimes, if I really focus on a memory then I can start to fill in 3D space and contrasts of light/dark and especially faces. I can’t visualize color or really texture, but everything else comes to me. It takes a lot of focus and doesn’t come naturally though!

        I still mostly don’t visualize stuff, but sometimes a vision will strike me out-of-the-blue when I’m reminded of it. Weird.