People spend their whole lives trying to prove to the machine that they aren’t a burden, so that they aren’t next on the chopping block. If they have a problem with that, well “it’s up to you to deal with that.”
So everyone has to perform. Constantly. We all need to prove we are an irreplaceable asset or we’ll end up on the street. “I am my best self. I am useful. I have marketable skills. I am calm and collected. Because I can’t trust anyone to support me but me.” That’s hustle culture in a nutshell, isn’t it? But can people (especially those who aren’t sheltered by wealth) really live like that all the time? Especially in the face of a world full of problems that a positive attitude alone can’t solve? With the constant pressure to wear the skinsuit of a perfect asset even if the world is burning around them? Isn’t it obvious that it would make everyone so tired?
To top it off, when the inevitable happens, and people crumble under the weight of the mask and and all their fear and anxiety explodes out of them, often the world will give them the exact response they feared. Confusion at the sudden collapse followed by “Well I guess they weren’t strong enough to handle it. Not my problem.” or at best a “Let’s get that mask back on.”


I hope you have good luck with them. It can take like, a while before you know have found a good one or not.
Well, jk. Both the options my PCP said used sliding scales don’t actually. So I’m back to being unable to afford it I guess.
Fuck means testing
Currently the only way I can afford to see one is because I’m seeing a provisional psychologist. Maybe you could try that? Although I’m not sure what your situation is.
Where do you find one? I just need someone I can see in person who costs less than fucking $150 a visit… That’s like 1/5 my monthly free budget, which also needs to go to food for me and my dog among all the other random incidental things
I’m in Australia. I pay around $140 for mine.
Argh, I wish I tell you more but I can’t doxx myself. Maybe try asking your GP if they know of any provisional psychs?
thats a good idea for sure. ty homie