This might be the best week of my life. I’ve been afraid of other people and of the future for as long as I can remember.
I’ve been working really hard at redecorating my interior and this week I finally hit a huge payoff — real agency in shaping my own perceptions. I can be present and look forward to the future in a real, meaningful way.
I had a great job interview, wonderful times with friends, and positive connections with strangers.
I’ve moved from “what if something bad happens or what if I fuck up?” To “what if I tried this and what if tomorrow is my new best day?”
Also, it turns out one can totally pick their gender, birthday, and family. It’s a good life and I’m happy to finally be open to the experience of that.
This might be the best week of my life. I’ve been afraid of other people and of the future for as long as I can remember.
I’ve been working really hard at redecorating my interior and this week I finally hit a huge payoff — real agency in shaping my own perceptions. I can be present and look forward to the future in a real, meaningful way.
I had a great job interview, wonderful times with friends, and positive connections with strangers.
I’ve moved from “what if something bad happens or what if I fuck up?” To “what if I tried this and what if tomorrow is my new best day?”
Also, it turns out one can totally pick their gender, birthday, and family. It’s a good life and I’m happy to finally be open to the experience of that.
It’s the first time I hear about picking our birthday and it makes so much sense 😯
Your journey sounds like it’s taking a beautiful turn, godspeed.