and yet every once in a while I reactivate my account because “oh i wanna see what the funny people are saying” but its not worth having to deal with the weird shitty clapback style of speaking everyone does, and the rampant nazis that people still fucking quote tweet to get their cheap lazy dunks. after being on there for far too long I realized i’d subconsciously adopted that whole pattern of thinking where you look for a bullying target and generally hate yourself and everyone around you. once I clocked that I went to 
and never go back. i cannot escape the conclusion that it is a deeply evil website. i know all social media is like that because of capitalism but twitter really is its own world.
Twitter made me fucking nasty in my early 20’s. I didn’t realize it until it got super chuddy and I deleted my account.
Honestly it’s a bit of a silver lining that seemingly every social media website has become irony poisoned and filled with AI garbage: more and more people logging off. Maybe we’ll all be less alienated in the long run? I dunno, it’s kind of hard to see clearly through all the smoke from this capitalist dumpster fire, don’t huff that shit.