Sorry if a cis male isn’t supposed to comment here, but I was genuinely curious as to what you meant by “I’m screwed,” because I didn’t think you could possibly mean you didn’t look femine (passing?) because you do.

I think you look great and I hope you feel that about yourself soon, too!

Again, I’m sorry if I’m not welcome here, not using the correct terminology, or have completely missed the point of this post.