I don’t know what to do at this point, I wanted to live a simple life, I didn’t want tropical vacations, I didn’t want anything extravagant. I just wanted beans-and-rice, football/cricket matches, some anime/manga, literature, and some indie games, not many just like 2 or 3. But now this world won’t let me, I don’t have any complaints about what I have, I can make do with it, I have my food, I can read books, I can play some games but this world wants to take even that away. First an ed tech company took out a loan in name of merchant credit which made dad unable to finance anything then the bank deducted 250 dollars because and I quote “we miscalculated interest and charged the left over” bastard fuck you fuck you, I am leaving, if I take my own life then what will you take? NOTHING!!! You will have nothing to take then.
You mentioned “dollars”, are you in a common law country, or a civil law country?
Are you a dependent or do you have your own financial standing? Depending on what country you’re in, there should be ways to limit your inherited liability from your family.
One thing I can’t stop recommending is going out to live on a commune or ecovillage. Declare a secret personal war on capitalism. Learn the charities that will feed you and how to sort trash for resources. Earn money and put it into a charitable organization that acquires land for efficient direct human use and/or nature reserves. Team up with others, where the people with good credit scores can be on the books while the ones with bad credit scores can hide out (for up to 7 years, when the credit record expires).
You can live in a pallet cabin in the woods, eat a variety of curries, have thousands of books around plus a laptop with internet access and the ability to pirate all you could want. Or if you want more people around, you can live in a shared house in a small city, get around with a bike, and have total proportional expenses below $400 per person per month. I know a lot of people who do.
I am in a mixed country where common and civil law go together however civil law often but problem is that I am disabled and often can’t move out of the place I am in, I don’t even know many people irl. I might able to do something by looking for online resources, thanks for you recommendation though, I appreciate you a lot!