You cannot cure loneliness by simply obtaining “friendship” or “community” because they aren’t goals. At the end of the day all the questions begin with: Who are you and what are you going to use your one life for? I don’t need to repeat what Marx said and that’s been parroted a thousand times already.
People are completely alienated from themselves. We’re completely alienated from one another, who I am doesn’t matter, everyone who reads this text conjures up their own zombie writer to represent who they’re interpreting it to be written as.
I cannot go through life subsuming myself socially for the sake of “reaching something”. I do NOT value the “quests” of this world at all. I ONLY value other humans and constructive harmonies between said.
The idea I would lose myself in some identity for the sake of a cause or idea, or to achieve some personal or group outcome is insane to me. No. Fuck no.
I only do what i do for the sake of myself as a human and for the welfare of other people. To belong in community as a fully realized person in my own right.
absolutely horrifying to think of human relations as something goal-oriented