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I’m safe now. So im unpacking my grief. I heard unprocessed grief can literally cause physical illness, among emotional/mental/sexual issues. I’ve dissociated and compartmentalized too much now.

Anyway, it sounds like you’re already on the right track with choosing self love over anger though. I spent a lot of time being angry when I was younger and it gets you nowhere.

Thank you. I appreciate the validation.

They’ve been gone for years. I’m just starting to feel my grief about the hurt. I only just realized anger only makes me relive them being here so I’m trying to leave that in my past amd work on my grief.

Adult. A shitty roommate moved out.

TW: SI attempt(no method mentioned), SA I tried to attempt SI. Someone made ex roommate hide my method of choice in her room to keep it away from me. Less than an hour later, she came out and the first thing she said was “You’re almost X-years old, and you’re acting like THIS?”

She also heard me repeatedly sob about having been SA’d.

She later told us that she can hear everything we say when her door is closed. (After she moved out we found out even if you yell at the top of your lungs, you can’t hear the words from ex roomates old room unless you press your ear to the door.) She later said to my boyfriend in front of me “Mike Tyson is a removed and I like him.” Adding since he admitted to rping she was fine with the fact he’s aremoved*." She was always giving edgy offensive takes.

That was in response to us loudly talking for a month about how disgusting it is that she’s a big fan of a Nazi even while her romantic partner Jewish. After coming out to say she chose to stop listening to the Nazi(without any apologizing) she switched right to her love for Mike Tyson.

Months later a pigeon landed close to our windows and coo’d. When we later told her about it, her first response was gloating about Mike Tyson and how much she loves him for keeping pigeons.

What’s this supposed to be?

How is that a bomberman?

I personally see a metal helmet with an eyeslit to see out of, and a flying tassel on top of the head.

I get what you mean. For me it’s a fairly private soul searching and an aid in my spirituality. Understanding more about what an all loving world needs to exist. It helps me think about how people should be treated more kindly in certain ways. I’d always felt people are completely worthy in general, and now I think I’m also worthy in ways I hadn’t known. I’m more perceptive to self worth.

Mmm blueberry

What flavor is it?

Maybe that works as long as your good at explaining yourself at length.

Yeah I’m barely reading the comment without snoring. I bet its well written, but I could care less to learn about what a “progressive” is and I have no context to understand when people talk about them. Also, after I stopped being liberal it took me like 2 years to learn what a SocDem is. Both are a dumb mincing of words, and they’re both highly effective ways of confusing people who desperately need to learn to abandon liberalism altogether.

I know a little of the language. I would feel so nice and warm and comfortable in my own skin if I knew it fluently.

Femme people specifically wear scarves specifically because it’s hot? Why?

Because too much hot sunshine can suck and scarves can protect your scalp, face, neck, and shoulders.

I wonder if you might be interested in this book Women’s work, the first 20,000 years: women, cloth, and society in early times by Elizabeth Wayland Barber… she talks about how textiles, garments etc are key human technologies and I found it a useful way to think about things.

This all sounds very exciting. Once I find a PDF I might check it out.

Dude you’re totally right, it is absolutely a form of the zoomies.

Whenever Contrapoints gives a liberal take it has such big “Yass girl!” energy.

I take edibles and I run

Do you do both at once? That’s interesting. Ive never heard of someone doing that. What do you like about it?

Why make them? I kind of know nothing.

1 page a day feels like too big of a rush of excitement. Even an article as short as a long comment feels like that. I can feel my brain doing huge skateboard tricks.