Fuck that sucks. I know there’s a lotta bullshit with traditional AA, but I hope you have someone you can lean on to get you through it. Relapsing is part of recovery, I know you can get thru it.
The thing is I don’t feel like I’m depressed or am losing control or anything. I’m just so fucking bored all of the time. It’s like my inner boredom gets so great that getting drunk is better than nothing at least.
Fuck that sucks. I know there’s a lotta bullshit with traditional AA, but I hope you have someone you can lean on to get you through it. Relapsing is part of recovery, I know you can get thru it.
The thing is I don’t feel like I’m depressed or am losing control or anything. I’m just so fucking bored all of the time. It’s like my inner boredom gets so great that getting drunk is better than nothing at least.
This is me with weed :/