I just wish I knew how to say it better, I know you’re completely right that I deserve everything coming to me because I chose to join a genocidal organization. At the time I didn’t know that was what it was and it took Obama blowing up three hospitals in one month to wake me up. But I was colllege educated at the time and it shouldn’t have taken that and I can’t explain to you why it did. Even though anywhere close to war crimes I know I was part of the structure carrying them out. I’ve never thought of myself as any less guilty as an infantryman with a gun.

All that said I don’t need people helping me to put a gun in my mouth