like pp is awful yes, but still somewhat ok, but balls aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa balls aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa balls i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them

the most sad that im literally cant do orchiectomy in my fucking asshoole, yes some surgeouns do it, but price, travel to another part of putin empire, but okay possible todo, but some surgeouns will require letter which impossible to get, etc etc etc also general anestesia is terrible i want local option, they fucking also not do this to 17yo minor or even 18yo possibly deny

awwwwwwwwa MEOANEORROM im cat, vet pls cut my balls for $50

literally far-rights dont understand our dysphoria the importance of care availbility, does they ban surgeries and thinks we will stop on that? NOOO, im ready todo DIY orchie, only what im need, free time, no people around, sterile environemnt, instruments, medications, surgery ties

like yes my shitsterone suppressed yes but still this feeling of this tumors between legs, literally worse than any cancer

i hate living in this asshole, everyday is becoming worse, internet work terrible(worse every day), the impossibility of social transition
the fucking family which doesnt support really social transition, and the importance of surgeries, im tried request help from rainbow railroad but im think this doesnt work much the amount of shitty social norms in this fcking country not even gender ones