I’m living in Canada but I just wondered if we have anyone from Türkiye?
If so, how is life there? I know economy and everything got worse but I just wondered if there is hope for Erdoğan-free Türkiye with EU membership?
I moved to Canada at age 18, and I realized I’m trans here (fuck me sideways for not doing any research until moving to Canada like I could do something at age 15…) and I started HRT at age 18,5. I’m 22 now, and I don’t really see a future in Canada for myself.
Rents are crazy, no jobs anywhere, here is not really accepting imo anyways like not dystopia, and FFS costs 124k CAD like what the fuck?! I would rather get it in Türkiye.
I barely passed B2 English in Türkiye, and English is harder than I expected. I got accepted to a college but it was hard asf and I left. Education is really overrated like it’s not better than Türkiye imo. Everyone is so cold and fake here. I wish I figured out everything earlier but idk which option would be best for me.
I’m feeling hopeless and down…


I’m not brainwormed sadly…
Vice versa I was even delusional and ignorant at the beginning of my transition.
Realization of it was over before it began was brutal to me.
Fuck this life seriously.
Girl it isn’t over. I didn’t even start until I was 25, you can do it and don’t give up hope so soon!
It’s always too late for transition, but we have to do it because dysphoria gets worse.
I wish I knew it’s something that I can’t or shouldn’t repress…
I wouldn’t worry about the past. It happened and there’s nothing we can do about it.
There are ways to look the way you want, or at least enough that your dysphoria is manageable and you are happy. You just have to keep trying ❤️
nyaaa yeah agree so much