• fannin [he/him, he/him]@hexbear.netOP
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    18 hours ago

    I don’t expect forgiveness and I know I don’t deserve it but I don’t like being told I belong in an eternal torture chamber or I should put a gun in my mouth

    • LENINSGHOSTFACEKILLA [he/him]@hexbear.netM
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      18 hours ago

      hey man, nobody likes it, but you also weren’t being told that. It was being said in general. You were not singled out in any way until you placed yourself into the conversation. To be honest, this conversation isn’t about you. Its bigger than you.

      That’s not to say you have no place here, or in the revolution. You absolutely do. But some impolite feelings from comrades that have been materially damaged by your actions and america’s as a whole are gonna happen.

            • LENINSGHOSTFACEKILLA [he/him]@hexbear.netM
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              17 hours ago

              i am also an ex evangelical, but because i know that fairy tales don’t exist, i’m not going to get upset when someone uses one to express their anger.

              i’m trying to be real delicate with you here, because i think it takes a lot to be an ex-us soldier and turn to communism, but you’ve clearly still got some ingrained kkkracker thoughts that need to be worked out. i’d strongly suggest listening to the people here, reading some more theory (as one of the other comrades mentioned, particularly Fanon) and doing some self-crit. at the very least, disengage when asked, or your account wont be welcomed back.

                • LENINSGHOSTFACEKILLA [he/him]@hexbear.netM
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                  17 hours ago

                  no, and i’m certainly not threatening you with being banned either. i’m fuckin quick with the ban button, i’d have already done it if i thought you couldn’t grow. but if you keep refusing to disengage and calling people assholes when they are rightfully upset with you, its a matter of time.

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                    17 hours ago

                    I just wish I knew how to say it better, I know you’re completely right that I deserve everything coming to me because I chose to join a genocidal organization. At the time I didn’t know that was what it was and it took Obama blowing up three hospitals in one month to wake me up. But I was colllege educated at the time and it shouldn’t have taken that and I can’t explain to you why it did. Even though anywhere close to war crimes I know I was part of the structure carrying them out. I’ve never thought of myself as any less guilty as an infantryman with a gun.

                    All that said I don’t need people helping me to put a gun in my mouth